Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Love (I'm Falling For Her)

When I first saw her I felt a strange feeling. One I'd never felt before. When I looked into her dark brown eyes they sparkled with a light so bright. Her laugh is like a sweet bell and I just want to hear it. As the year progressed I went through many stages, but all the while I still felt great, whenever I saw her face. Every movement was so perfect, I couldn't even compare.

But she didn't know that I felt this way. She didn't know I was falling for her. I planned to tell her, but never went through. I'd almost do it,but I'd end up opting out. Days kept passing and I always thought of her. Nothing but passing glances and "hi's" in the hallways. Why couldn't I tell her more, there was nothing stopping me. But myself. I noticed I had fallen, fallen hard for her. No way to deny it no way to pretend otherwise. I was always controlled, always cool with people. Except her. She had a way of unnerving me. When she was around my mind went blank. What was that I was gonna say? I forget when her eyes met mine. She still doesn't know, though she might have clues.

Nothing changes, it goes the same for a long time. But time flies, before I know it its time to say goodbye. She still didn't know. What was I thinking? Why did I procrastinate? Well this is my one last chance. I write a letter. One to her. It says everything thats been on my mind. Everything about how she's different, than the rest of them. So I hand it to her, I'm surprised. She seems happy to get it. Happy that I saw her again, before we both left. Then we leave and she now knows. As if I could think of anything else now. She doesn't know what to think of it, I won't push. But now she knows. It's in the open. So now I wait, to see what will happen. I'm still waiting and I don't know how it will turn out. There's no doubt now, I fell for her, and I'm still falling.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh shhhhutttupppp!!!! Wow!!! U r braver than anyone I know! LOL, I'm so suprised about how u felt about her!!

1born4music said...

Haha, I'm not really that brave at all. People go through relationships like paper sometimes. I'm just an average guy. Yeah, I think most people who know me and knew I liked her, didn't understand exactly what I felt like, so I wrote it down.

Anonymous said...

oh ok :) it was good