Rearranging My Life

How could things get this bad?
How could I have done this?
Let it get this far
I was so blind to what was happening
I can't believe that I'm the one who did this
Now my eyes are open
I'm crying as I see
The mess thats laid before me
All because of me
How could I ever do this?
Ever cause so much pain
To those I love the most
I can hardly see through my tears
I wish they could wash everything away
But they can't
All I can do is try to compensate
For all the things I've done
All I can do is try my best
To start all over again
And rearange my life
Maybe It'll all work out
Maybe this will be fine
Maybe there's a light at the end of the tunnel
If I just fix it all
Things might get better
Might get better....
Might get better....