RELOCATING

Yes this may come as a shock to you, but I'm beginning to be annoyed at my blog name, considering that I dont actually do anything pyro anymore, and its not what the blog's about. I've decided I'm relocating this blog to a new one http://www.iborn4music.blogspot.com/ That's the new address. Yes technically I dont have it up yet, but it will be soon. Any questions? No I will not delete this blog, I'm going to let it sit here as a "reference" for past writings. The only reason I'm not moving everything to the new blog is because all of the dates that I wrote these are in here, if I write them all in the new blog, they'll all be posted in one day/week/whatever. I want people to see the time span here and understand the changes I've made throughout (because I'm by far not the same person as I was at the beginning of this blog). With that, I hope to see you all that follow my blog for real (Total: 3 people), haha who am I kidding? Logan, Hannah/Becca, and Keiyana, just letting you two know haha ok? See you guys!

Music

I've been in a lot of deep thought that I'm not ready to write down right now, but one thing has stood out to me throughout everything. Music. It can be simple entertainment, deep thought, or rejuvenating healing. Music has been with me through thick and thin, and music is what I am. It's who I am. It makes up the whole of me. I hope you can understand this, and I'm going to share with you the music that makes my soul sing. This is the music I will never be tired of. This music I will never turn away from. This is the music that makes me up. It's like a small peek into the deep well of my personality. Music is special to each person. And I hope that you can feel what I feel when you hear these songs. I hope you can feel my soul sing along. That is why I am sharing with you. To help you capture the thought that this music creates. The best way to describe what I'm feeling is the song "Heart Songs," it's on the list, you can listen to it there. Hope you can feel what I feel, as you hear what I hear.

Sans The Music

Beautiful, clean notes soar through the air
Harmonizing, flowing, brightening countenances
Drifting them along on a wisp of cloud
Dramatic highs and wistful lows
Emotions on a ride
They dance, they laugh, they cry
As vivid colors weave themselves in a tapestry of rapture
The sunlight gently wipes the dirty corners
And humming the air so slight
The music continues on
gently it soothes, it moves, it sates
A flawless utopia, a seventh heaven
But with a sudden jolt
The notes cease to be
Everything frozen in place
The air, ice sans the music
A cold grip catches their breath
Shaking their frames deep down
Curled in a small ball, a tear slips past
And time slowly crawls by
How did everything get so dark?
Soot gathers in the melancholy corners
And their limp hands stretch
Scraping the gravel
Hoping for a sign.
Anything with a tone
As the silence entraps their minds
Nowhere to go sans the music
Their hearts are clammy
Tearing in icy pain
The worlds color absorbed
Like a sponge of all joy
Mangled they lay
Slack in the rocks
There just isn't life
Sans the music

Guitar

Full of silence, the night goes on
Then the strings echo through the empty halls.
The guitar, it hums beneath my fingers
Serenading to the hollow house
Reverent hyms of solitude
The vibrating strings massage my fingers
Notes gently cleanse the corners (of the soul)
The rhythmic sounds lulls my mind
Darkness envelopes the last notes
I shut my eyes, the guitar still playing in my head.

Terror and Pride

Black smoke choked the air
on this cold and tearful day.
soldiers marched,
with a gun in hand
and their family in heart.

Patriotism drove souls
to save the people they love.

A metal tag around the neck,
may be the last hope for those people.

The air alive with the buzz
of bullets, heating the air
in a sickening way.
A swarm of death
of small black bees
anguished cries,
filled the air
in a melancholy choir.

Families huddled together,
in the safety of a home.

Praying and crying,
for those who had left.

ear splitting roars blotted out
all other noise.
lives were snuffed out,
like candles in a wind.

Today the world cried,
for those who died in service.

Silence blanketed everyone,
as if the Angel of Death had himself arrived.

A mess of tangled bodies,
a moan and scream here and there.
they had won, but at no small price.
emotions tore through the soldiers,
like a raging maelstrom
threatening to break them

It was over but it wasnt.
now the time of reckoning had come

and god cried that day.
for those brave souls.

Bodies were dragged,
names counted.
They were triumphant
yet among them
no smile was found.

as god cried his tears
they washed away the blood

wet the soldiers heads
and collected around the bodies

Today the families cry,
today the families smile,
today was a twisted emotion
of which humans shouldn't bear
a feeling of
terror and pride.

Love (Am I Falling For Her?)

Well things went on. I don't know what happened. She responded happily, that I cant deny. But when we met again, something happened. It was different. I think I even had a chance, a moment I could move into her life. I didn't though, because I wasn't sure. Wasn't sure of what I felt inside. Her beauty, still undiminished flowed, yet not into me. I couldn't say she wasn't elegant, though it wasn't the same as before.

Remember what I said? I said I was falling. Falling for her, but I didn't anticipate where I would land. I think I landed on a soft spot, nowhere near where I thought though. Though she is still graceful, I don't think I feel the same. Maybe shes not the one for me.

Love wasn't love and I don't believe I'm falling. So with that I bow out. Silently wondering, what next turn may take me to another road. Perhaps one day, I'll fall again. Perhaps to some other. Though beauty still divine, I step away from her. But forever will her memory, echo through me. Love cannot be forgotten, least of all by me. Adeu to these foreign feelings, they're fading back to none. Memories will longer cling, as I say my last goodbyes. For now it is Love, I was falling for her...

Brisngr....ooops 8P

Ok ok, sorry for getting so mad yesterday guys. It turnes out, I didnt even have a valid reason. The following night at midnight (so exactly 24 hours later) was when it actually came out. And I ended up getting it at midnight anyways. I apologize, but besides blasting music (which I can't do late at night) I vent my anger through writing. Anyways, just wanted to let you know that I'm doing good now! Ttyl

P.S. I am planning on writing a sequel (for lack of a better word) to "Love (I'm falling for her)" It will be on the blog soon, I just need the time to write it. Thanks for following me on this stuff!