GRRRR :@ BRISNGR!!!

Oh I'm so mad right now......>:(
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Its almost 12:00am as you can see, and I wanted to go get the new Brisngr book that is coming out @ 12:00. My dad was all for it (even though he has to get up at 4:00 to go to work) because hes just a really awesome guy. But of all things........Grrrrr......my mom wakes up and asks what the heck I'm doing up, we try to hide the fact that I'm going to Borders, but she somehow leaves us with no choice but to tell her why I'm going. Once she finds out she wines and wines about how dad wont get enough sleep, and how I need sleep to, blah blah blah. Anyways, we tell her I wont go to shut her up, and are planning to sneak out and take the heat later (yes my dad is awesome!) but she somehow sees through that too. I try with everything I've got to get her to change her mind, but, well, I'll let you guess what happens. Anyways, so here I am, on my blog that my parents arent 100% aware of (even though I can handle myself, they dont trust me). And I'm spilling all my pent up rage on you guys because my mom is always the deciding factor in our family, and its almost always against my dads will, but for whatever reason, he cant directly go against one of her final decisions. Because of that, I can hardly watch movies, I cant hardy get on the computer, I cant stay up past 8:00 (yes I do have a reason to be mad) and a ton of other things. I'm so pissed off right now. My dads gone, and my mom cant hear me typing. Oh my gosh, I'm so frustrated. Sorry I'm venting on you guys, but this sucks and I cant just bottle this up. And besides, this is too detailed to deserve a poem.....oh man I'm soooo mad. Anyways I'll end my rant here, but believe me, it'll will go on in my head afterwards.

P.S. I cant even get the book later in the day because my mom has my schedule booked (of course). No hanging with friends over the weekend, nothing. Homework, meetings, work, and annoying mother supervising it all. I'm going to pretend like I dont care about the book though, because I know that'll get to her, because she wants me to read (I dont read as much as I used to) and shes wanted me to start reading again. If I pretend I dont care enough, she'll "force" me to get the book. If she sees through the whole thing, then I can just wallow in my self pity, which leaves me no better off, but is the last option.

Thanks for listening through my rant....